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[Mar. 7th, 2005|11:18 am]
Whole lotta labia.
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This is probably going to be a little subdued. I'm just feeling that way. I'm sure I'll be happy happy fun fun later.


I finally made it back to the gym this morning. Got a lovely cardio workout in and then did upper body. I need to up my high pull-down to 55lbs, I need to up my bench press to 37, my shoulders are good at 27, and the bicep curls were probably the most satisfying set of those I've ever done. Very nice. The guy with the child molester mustache needs to stop marinating in Polo before he walks in to the gym or (my hand to God on this) I'm going to take his weight belt and strangle him with it.

Last night's dance class was nice but I seriously need kneepads because my floorwork is atrocious. Tonight is the last night of my Tribal classes for a while. I'm giong to pick up some drop-in classes until they start up again. I may see if I can wiggle around my schedule and take a couple of Thursday classes from their other troupe member. I'll think of something.

Food over the weekend was mostly healthy but wildly excessive. And l'm attempting to do better today. I'm in charge of all my meals today. Even dinner which I'll be stuffing into my face before class. We'll see if that makes it better. I'm going to start doing WW meetings at lunch. I need to go but really can't fit them into evenings until I'm done with the semester of community college classes. So I'm making room where I can. I miss the structure and I need to be held accountable until I get a handle on this again.



Caitlin and her daughter and I drove down to Durham for the Kingdom Arts and Sciences Festival on Saturday. A speedy trip actually and very nice. It could have been a bit warmer because now I'm sitting here feeling like my throat's been sandpapered. Blech. I came home Saturday night and watched some TV then crashed out hard until Matt got home at 11 on Sunday morning. Delightful.

I got woken up with kisses and earned some TP and then he left for fighter practice and I set about cleaning and doing laundry. I got a good handle on the house work, looked up a bunch of stuff on the internet, and basically lounged. It was really nice. I've been having a rough time of it emotionally lately and I needed a little break. Finished up the night with dancing and a mild emotional breakdown with a side dish of too much emotional eating and some Aqua Teen Hunger Force.

This morning is a little better. Not exercising does horrible things to my hormones and that makes PMS incredibly rough. Pairing that with some nasty seasonal depression and a natural tendecy to worry and fret about things I can't control made for... well... it's just been hard. Anyway. It's getting better. And today it is bright and sunny and warm and I'm going to take a long lunch and go for a walk.




  1. Yes, I deleted my journal. I just needed one less thing I felt like I was obligated to do right. The light of day made that seem foolish and petulant.

  2. No, I don't particularly want to talk about it.

  3. Yes, I'm sorry I worried you and yes, I love you all dearly.

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From: starfishchick
2005-03-07 04:21 pm (UTC)
Glad you're back, and hope you're on the road to feeling better about stuff. <3

Also? THE PIRATE MOVIE ON DVD OMG YAY!
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[User Picture]From: mellyflori
2005-03-07 08:02 pm (UTC)
I think the big worry is working itself out ok.. and one way or another the hormones will eventually go down to the point where I can think rationally again.

Steph, if I get the movie and sit there in my living room doing all the lines along with it.. you'll still love me, right?
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[User Picture]From: bittibuddha
2005-03-07 04:22 pm (UTC)
love you Melly. ~tight cuddles~
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[User Picture]From: mellyflori
2005-03-07 08:01 pm (UTC)
Hi pretty girl, how are you? It's so sunny out Ani, and so warm. I drove to the library with my sunroof open and yearned for open-toed shoes.
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[User Picture]From: ipso__facto
2005-03-07 04:23 pm (UTC)
It's so beautiful outside, Melly. Spring is on the way. Go frolic in the sunshine. Today is better than yesterday, and tomorrow is another day. You're making it. I love you. *squidges*

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[User Picture]From: mellyflori
2005-03-07 07:52 pm (UTC)
Look at your smile, Lala. That's sunshine, right there. I drove to the library with my sunroof open, it was really nice.
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[User Picture]From: linaerys
2005-03-07 04:30 pm (UTC)
*hugs* and welcome back. We all love you too.
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[User Picture]From: mellyflori
2005-03-07 07:58 pm (UTC)
Hey, in the craziness of the last few weeks I neglected to say congratulations and tell how how happy I am for you and the Penguin, that's such wonderful news. :)

I sent you mail, to the gmail.
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[User Picture]From: mellyflori
2005-03-07 08:00 pm (UTC)
And just in time for Scotland pictures!
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[User Picture]From: insidian
2005-03-07 04:42 pm (UTC)

*cuddles*

Cuddles of joy and light and love!

Also asscones! <3333
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[User Picture]From: mellyflori
2005-03-07 07:59 pm (UTC)

Re: *cuddles*

Asscones = teh bestest.

Only thing better? Sid.
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[User Picture]From: slightlytricky
2005-03-07 04:42 pm (UTC)
If you were here today, I would have woken you up and pulled you out to the back deck, wrapped you up in blankets so you could watch the sun come up with me, fed you fresh fruit and chai tea with fresh and hot buttermilk biscuits.

Then we would have gotten ready and driven out to the coast, driven up the coast really slowly so you can watch the waves and the flowering trees... We would have stopped for cheese and crackers, jellies and wine at one of the wineries.

We would end up in Newport, where they just put out all the glass balls onto the beaches. We would kick off our shoes and walk down the beach looking for them, and when we got tired, we'd go into town to a small place that serves the best piece of salmon you've ever tasted in your life, watching the sun set over the water.

That's what we'd do if you were here.
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[User Picture]From: mellyflori
2005-03-07 08:00 pm (UTC)
made me cry. i needed that. i so very much love you.
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[User Picture]From: magickalmolly
2005-03-07 04:46 pm (UTC)
I love you, Melly-mine.
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[User Picture]From: mellyflori
2005-03-07 07:56 pm (UTC)
I'm sorry I worried you, Mollymolly.. :(

I don't like being a grown-up. I've decided to abdicate.
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[User Picture]From: protoainsley
2005-03-07 04:59 pm (UTC)
You were THAT CLOSE to me and did not say anything?!? *pouts* (but it's okay; you were busy)

Hihi! Yay for Melly! :) *adores*
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[User Picture]From: mellyflori
2005-03-07 08:03 pm (UTC)
Ah crap! I'd meant to email you to tell you where we'd be and ... grrrr!

But now that I know how close it is I'll be back down.. honest. :)
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[User Picture]From: ravenscathedral
2005-03-07 05:06 pm (UTC)
Hullo you.. said Eeyore to Pooh...
I love you too...
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[User Picture]From: mellyflori
2005-03-07 07:55 pm (UTC)
"Pooh?" said Piglet.
"Yes Piglet?" said Pooh.
"Oh nothing," said Piglet, "just making sure of you."


Hi.
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[User Picture]From: maitheas
2005-03-07 05:32 pm (UTC)


sorry if I was a nuisance with the email this morning. and sorry that I didn't get your messages from last week until now. stoopid half-dead cell phone battery.
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[User Picture]From: mellyflori
2005-03-07 07:54 pm (UTC)
You weren't, you weren't at all. I hope you didn't worry too much.. it just was too much to deal with last night. anyway.

Ronnie, I need book suggestions.
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[User Picture]From: cindyjade
2005-03-07 05:46 pm (UTC)
*loves you and kisses you and steals you*
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[User Picture]From: mellyflori
2005-03-07 07:54 pm (UTC)
I come kidnap you soon. Honest. Lizzies, all of the hotel rooms in Durham were sold out because of a basketball thing. Y'all *really* like your basketball, don'cha?
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[User Picture]From: berreh
2005-03-07 10:29 pm (UTC)
I emailed you today but I think my Orwellian work email ate it. *stabs*
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